There was a time, not so long ago, when I let my fire burn out. Through beaten eyes, each sunrise looked cold, screaming but nothing came out.
I might be bleeding, but I'm still breathing.
How could I know the darkness would go? Back then, I thought that it was all I ever could see. I won't live my life being scared of the night. With stars still shining brightly, nothing's ever quite as dark as it seems.
They always say, what goes up must come down - and I'm living proof that it's true. But from the bottom, there's a choice to be made. Can't let anyone make it for you.
10 months have gone, and now nothing's the same, the life that I built brought to dust by faithless ghosts that I thought were like blood - rock bottom teaches you who you can trust.
Tried to unmake me, still couldn't break me.
Someday, the scars I thought would break me will just be a map of all that's shaped me. I thought the nights were getting longer. Though I was right, they made me stronger.
I'll fight for this forever cause it's never quite as far as it seems.
credits
from Love Stories,
released December 8, 2017
Written by Anna Maria, Eva Friedman and Rob Kemerson. Engineered, mixed and mastered by Jonas Vece.
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